Wednesday, 2 May 2012

Day 215

I feel like I have let you down recently, but not without good reason so I'm hoping that you accept my sincere apologies. I recently lost my mother-in-law which has been a very sad time for me and my family. I know that she would have wanted us to not fuss or be sad but it's so hard when someone you love is taken suddenly.
          Since being here last I've had many ups and downs as most of us usually do with this annoying condition, but the good news is that my husband and I are off to the fertility clinic again in the next 2 weeks... I'm feeling a little on edge about this because the last time I went I was told to lose weight, until then they would not help me. This time we are visiting a different hospital and I am hoping they will not be so marrow minded as the other clinic was. My BMI at the time was 56, morbidly obese I know... I have reduced that to 46 and am happy but disappointed for not losing more. I'm always so obsessed with my weight so I am sorry if it's tiring.
Anyways, just thought I'd give you all a hello.
Blessed Be x
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